Overkill

I'm tired of feeling like negatives come in 3's.
They really do, and it sucks.

Prayers would be awesome cause I'm sick of worrying if my Dad is going to last to see me get married. I thought he was healthy, and then BAM. But of coarse people don't stop to think about how it effects you personally. They ramble on about it and go on and on and never sit down and take a look around.

Oh, and Scrubs. It's my favorite show, and it's true, I'm always over thinking EVERYTHING. Example? I received my fasfa for the last three semesters of school and I know its a grant, not a loan, but yet I'm still afraid I'm going to walk into class and there like "Oops sorry, this wasn't legit, were going to have to take the money back". How sucky would that be, you know?

I dont know. I just feel like there is a bunch of stuff going on and me included can't just sit back and be happy about having a roof over my head, that sort of thing. Instead its worry worry worry. But I guess were just a product of society that way.