Okay, so it's been...a While. For one, I've got exactly three days until I leave for Texas and the only things between that and now is one review packet and one final, on the day I leave. Oh, and Packing. I haven't finished packing everything because whenever I tried to pack stuff up I just ended up pulling it all out in search for something I'd already packed! It was extremely counter productive! So now three days till- and I'm only half way packed. I should be able to get it all packed up in time, and if not then it must not be that important! My dad finally went and looked at a house, and the cool thing? Well, there are a few. I could literally bike to EVERYTHING, well besides school. But the house is so close to things that It literally blows my mind, it's something I'm not used to! Another cool thing about the house is it has a separate "living quarters", Aka, where I'm so going to be staying! Its sort of like a mini apartment, so I'm really excited to get down there and see it! But unfortunately no final decision has been made. I guess it'll happen in due time! I feel like I have three million things to say and I just can't think of anything to say. Hm. Well, I did post a picture, finally! Its a dress that I got a long time ago, and It looks far better than it did when I bought it. It'd from Delias, and the amazingly beautiful hard to walk in strut shoes are from payless I'm pretty sure! I was working on sorting my clothes a while ago and I made the ultimatum thanks to some tumblr followers to keep the dress, and those are the pictures that came with the verdict! Onward to a new topic? Erk. They say that blogging and writing stuff down makes you think a bit clearer, but a this point in time everything is so all over the place in my own mind it seems that even writing something sort of doesn't help. Lets see, other important things? Um. I've knocked four minutes off my running mile! Thats very exciting! I've actually come to love the trails that are in the town I live in and I try to get out there every day, but let me tell you heat+running=death. I really don't like to be hot, I don't mind sweating, that's not the problem. Its that nasty suffocate your face sort of heat that we have and just makes you gag. I HATE IT! But I get through it because I've felt my body get stronger over the last few months and I'm proud of my slow accomplishments! Oh! Not to mention I'd like to give a go at Yoga! They say that yoga is as successful as weight training, and Yoga is really good for stress levels. Since I stress out like a 95 year old woman I think it'd be really awesome to get into, no to mention I saw a video on Tumblr the other day that when I first saw it, I cried. It's so moving. WATCH IT! <3 And now that your all weeping like me, just remember that people can really do amazing things when they are pushed. Believe in things like that, because that's the only way your going to get through this crap hole we call "Reality". At that, I believe you make your own reality. A proverb says "Those who think they CAN'T, and those who think they CAN, are both usually right!" Hopefully I can keep more active on this, especially with moving, I'd like to document it in a way so I can look back and be like "Why was I so afraid to make this really amazing life altering step?" Anyway, that's all I can think of for now! Ciao!

Changes pt 1

So there have been some big big big changes since October. I realized the other day that I've focus on my tumblr, because I'm addicted but my blogger has been lacking. So for the biggest news? I'm moving from the place I've called "home" since I was two all the way across state to the lone star state. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's Texas. My brother already moved down there a month or so ago and is firmly settled. Me, I'm going to be headed to the dusty old south right after this semester is over, which means I'll be moving mid May and I can't tell you how excited I am. But at the same time its really difficult to do much of anything in the town I'm in now because of the nostalgic feelings that well up when I drive past somewhere I used to play as a kid, or a childhood friends house. Its like it'd almost be easier if I'd just move now and be done with it?

But at the same time I don't want to go. I mean Its the only place I've known! I've weighed my negatives and positives though and the positives of moving far out weigh the bad. But I'll try and do a bit more updates on more stuff, but for now thats all I have time to write :]

Motivation Monday: Owls!

I've always had a fondness of owls! If you look at my Jewelry its what I have most of!






I saw these at Urban Outfitters, LOVED 'EM!

Serendipity Sunday!

That simple Joy of finding yourself lost in your favorite books.
The world that you lose yourself in when you take a sip of tea, smelling the pages on text. You can't get that from your nook. You can't find get that pleasure of turning a page, of feeling the text in your hands, of actually feeling the book.

That is very Serendipitous for me!

Oh man!

Its febuarary, did you know that? Its been a month already into 2012!
I'd like to get back into my blogging again, more than just my tumblr of coarse! I want to try and get back to how I was a few months ago when I was a posting machine!
So today, its different than usual, I don't have an outfit! Its a hairstyle :]
There called sock curls, obviously and they are super easy! They make really adorable curls that arent super tight on your head, very bohemian!

Unsure.

So its been a while since I've actually done much of any deep thoughts or musings, hasn't it? I thought I'd give it a go!

"Mistakes are only proof that your trying"

Its true, you know. No one can make a mistake if they don't try. That seems to be part of my problem as of late. The whole jumping off the cliff thing where even the slightest step one way might cripple me forever. The idea of college, picking a profession? I can't seem to do it. One person will tell me its not that big of a decision, then the next will tell me how important it is to get a good job, make lots of money and by that definition I will be successful. But what kind of society do we live in to create such a lie. I can't manage to pick what I want to do. When I first started out college I had theater as a major, then I stopped being so idealistic, and changed from my passions into business. Then at that point I took a class that made me realize that what I'm good at, that's what I should do. Why be mediocre in something that I sort of like when I can be brilliant at something I love?

But there are so many things that aren't okay with that. I'm idealistic, but I have just enough balance to keep my feet on the ground. To be honest I would love nothing more to just focus all my thoughts on acting, I mean who doesn't love to be a different person than you are? The feeling of the house lights going down, the curtains closing, its just amazing from any stand point when you love a good show, and I don't just mean stage either. Movies are the same, the deep emotions, just in different ways. Its just frustrating how much I love that stuff and how little of a chance it is to be number one, because without that, what is the point? Sure you can be average, but why can't you feel great about it? But at the same time what tells you that number one has to be the best? If you are number four hindered and sixty five and you are happy with your progress, isn't that just as or if not, more important?

I have a lot to figure out, don't I!?

The game plan

I need to edit that banner up there. Yup.