Rumblings

Ever feel like you can't catch your breath, even though your breathing this very second?

Ever feel like your traveling the same way and there is no escape from the rigorous patter?

Do you ever feel like your life is just stuck, going no where. But yet your too afraid for it to actually go somewhere for the fear of change, and the next moment your so anxious to leave the world you know behind with nothing but the clothes on your back?

Its terribly frustrating, not to mention I don't feel any better now than I did this morning. I'm not going to be a happy camper if I have to go to class tomorrow sick. Because missing class is a no. oh, that's another thought. The idea of if your sick the world just might com-bust. But I know that's not true, Its just the fear of missing a class and miraculously failing simply because i'd missed ONE day. Lovely thoughts right?

I'm going to try and got to bed now, despite the headache that's pounding louder than a few hours ago. Being sick makes me Grumpy.

SkinsFive

I'm sick, which means I am watching Tv and movies and what not. I started Season Five of Skins and A lot of fans have given it some crap, but I think it's fantastic so far! There really good at keeping it really Skins. Things I've noticed, or thought so far:

Mini is like Cassie. In looks at least. Mini is more a bitch.

I love Grace. She's fantastic.

I don't know who the guy is who came up to Franky and was like BANG. but I love him and they should be married.

This would be kids my age right now, this season five is my generation of 1992/1993 freshmen. How awesome is that?

Other than that, I've got nothing more interesting to say!

Scrapbooks in time.

Its odd when you read something, and know the person who wrote it & still feel bad for them even if you dislike them. Its peculiar how the human emotion can have you feel something that you'd never think you'd feel for a person after years of not really wanted to speak to them. Whats even weirder to me is in stead of thinking "Well she deserved it" I actually found myself thinking "I hope she's alright"

Hm.
Whelp. That's all in a nut shell. I guess I'll have something more interesting later on in the day. Maybe.

Musings

I'd like to be more Vivacious.
I'm the sort of person who will be sitting in a room, and something will be going on and I see different situations go on in my mind, But I never act or do anything remotely like that. I guess you might say I just let things slip through my fingers from time to time, but I am generally a sociable person when I feel comfortable enough to well, be myself. Its just a thought.

Anyway, in other news that's not my own musing...I've had an amazing weekend. I love when we have people from out of town come in because It makes me feel loved, its fantastic. Its just awesome. I know I'm rambling on and on about how lovely it is, but Its just a breath of fresh air even for a few days something different than the usual boring drawl of it all.

Oh, as a last random thing, I'd love to make rainbow cupcakes. There so cute!

RaRa Riot

New Addiction.
Love 'em.

Picture drop

I have nothing more interesting to say, so I took some random pictures, ha. Class is, well it's class. There's no good or bad to report. Its just there, and it's going well enough that I'm not going to mess with it. Oh, have some music :]



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I really like underground music. Fat Segal might be topping Skrillix though, shame.

To read

"To read is to fly: it is to soar to a point of vantage which gives a view over wide terrains of history, human variety, ideas, shared experience and the fruits of many inquiries.”

I've been reading like a fish floats in water. Its crazy how much I've just wanted to read, I guess its just a comfort thing for me. I love to do it, and there is nothing better to do than stick your nose in a book when you don't want to socialize or meet new people. Yes, its lovely. I've nearly finished the Hunger Games in the last two days. I started it yesterday, finished the first book yesterday, today the second, and I've started the third. I'd be done with the third If we hadn't taken so much time in town today, but it was good, a long day though and alas as hard as I try not to, I'm not broke again. I'm not too happy about that, it actually frustrates me so much its not funny.

But aside that I finished all four Luxe books in the last week, as well as started the nine lives of chloe king, A vintage affair, and Little Dorrit. I've just been on a roll. I'll get through 'em, and then not read stuff for months on end and towards christmas it'll be the reading thing again, haha. Not much more interesting is going on. Classes are a piece of cake so far, but I know its only a matter of time until they start to get harder. I really enjoy them for the most part, I love the whole atmopshere of "I'm not your baby-sitter" that teachers have at the college level, not only that but there practical. My business 101 teacher flat out said that if you were fixing a refrigerator you weren't going to have over one thousand tools and tricks memorized you'd pull for a manual, and it's true. Its so refreshing.

Anyway, back to reading. :]

Oh....and its September.
holy geeze, can't believe that.