Kept Me Up!

MUMFORD AND SONS

I'm double posting here today.
Mumford and sons, they are my Jams.
Go check them out.
I've got a buddy who we've listen to them for quite a while now,
and both are exited/and bummed that people are realizing they kick butt.

Why hello thereYuck.

Until you turn into someone like me and make yourself sick worrying about it. hahaa. For one, I haven't been able to sleep like AT ALL. Last night I laid down at nine thirty thinking I'd get a good long night of sleep and actually wake up early. WRONG. Laid in bed for two hours, Nothing but the dark, and I could not fall asleep. So, me being me I got up! I stayed up till like two/three-ish, and decided to try and go to bed. Laid in bed for nearly an hour until I stood up, pulled all my blankets, pillows and what not off my bed, and made a nice little palate on my floor. I sat down, and proceeded to start ffxii from the very beginning. For one; I forgot how much I seriously LOVE final fantasy games. Really? I sat from about three in the morning until just before ten, and only got like 1/3 through the game, ha. I finally got stuck and didn't wanna go back and forth like fifty times to level up like I need to. I'll try that tomorrow ;)
Uh,Palate.

It was pretty comfy actually.
I am surprised how I stayed there for so long.

But yeah, Its annoying when you get stressed, and make yourself sick. It's only happened a few times to me in the past, but it's pretty just, yuck. I hope to feel better tomorrow, because today was pretty much an out of body experience. I played my game, stopped, played it for a while, Caught up on skins, and watched a pixtar short thing with a bunch of them, which was adorable, then totally fell asleep on the floor on the palate for like forty minutes until I got woke up for dinner, which I didn't want to eat anyway. Silly tummy. Anyway, Wish me luck on my endeavor, I'm drinking a bunch of h2o and hoping for the best!

&& work on that whole self wellness, do some yoga and deep breathing to keep yourself calm, and don't let things feel like there to much, because that sucks. haha, Hope you have a good rest of the weekend! OH!
and GLEE! It comes on tomorrow after the superbowl, and guess what? AGAIN on tuesday,can you say week well spent?!OH YES.
Bedtime for me!

Good Enough

I think this is hard for everyone.

To see that they are good enough,
even the jerkiest person in the world
is good enough.
For someone, they are.

People have a hard time seeing themselves in a good light,I know I do.

I wonder why that is?

Anyway. I'm excited. I've lost twenty pounds. Really; and It's kinda a lovely feeling. But, I still feel the same, I feel like it's not enough, not good enough, whatever.

I want to work on that, just like everyone else, I need to see myself better.
I can do it,
I can achieve, and I can make my life full of happiness.
It just takes a while.
But don't let people tell you other wise,
your amazing,
even if you are a pain in the ass,
at least you stand up
if your emo,
you feel
If you fat,
your still beautiful
Whoever you are;

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Jumbled.

I've had a lot on my mind lately, but the sucky part is I can't put it down. That's the worst feeling ever. I hate it. SO MUCH stuff I could say, or write or whatever and all I do is nothing in the last few days. Nothing had had much importance on the last few posts. I mean I'm super excited for Glee still, but that really has nothing to do with deep thought. Its just, uggggh. I feel like there are so many things I could write about....Like class.

For one; Started classes at P-land about two weeks ago. I'm only taking one class(LAME.But they were filled.) So I do like NOTHING. And with the snow my parents are like "DONT GO ANYWHERE, you'll die!" But I did go to class last night, and there are some crazy annoying people in this world. We have this lady who is like sixty plus in our class (She's older than the dang teacher) and of coarse we are discussing the generation gap between our generation and our parents and she's all old school and like "We all had to share one bed, and pick our food to make food, and if we didn't have a garden we wouldn't have food, some nights, blah blah blah" For real. I LOVE to listen to my granny talk about things, but this old lady, she was just like UGH, so freaking annoying. I usually love to hear the old stories and what not, but she was just ragging on my generation. There are only like four of us at the younger age of it all, then like six people in their twenties, and some older, and a few REALLY old people. Its one big debate fest.

There is a dude who is like twenty something, and is ANNOYING. The other night he was talking and he just went on and on and on about his life story, like we really wanted to hear about it or some stupid stuff, and the black lady in front of me (God bless her, I adore her. ) was like NEXT really loud, and blunt. It was fabulous. Thank goodness I have a friend in that class, cause we both laughed about it like all the time. And the dude just talked up a storm again tonight, and the guy next to us was like "Is he ever gonna shut up?" and even better, there was a dude in a grey shirt across the room, made a finger gun; and shot himself in the head. As he did, his other hand burst out the other side of his head. BEST. It was so funny. The teacher eventually cut the same annoying guy off! He just wont shut up!!!

Over all the class isn't to bad. But hey, Its a little annoying. I don't mind classes that are long, but I know I don't care for night classes. I hate driving at night. Once time changes I think I'll enjoy going to class more since it'll still be daytime! That'll be a blessing for me. Ugh. I think I need glasses, and that's why I don't like driving at night, or driving at a place I don't know where is. I should get that checked. I'd need far away glasses. Haha. I've always been sure I'd need glasses, my sister has them, my mom and dad both have them for reading I just didn't think it'd be this soon! But oh well, I need to see!

Anyway, I think that's enough ranting today.

Let's Go On An Adventure

I want to go on an adventure.
but that takes money. Boo.


&& My adventure fund is like $0.00
BUT ;; My laptop fund is $40.00 ;; and my general purpose saving?
That's like $240.00 :)
Boo for not having any monnnnneeey. hahaa.

Oh Wow!

Glee, Glee Glee! Oh my gosh, I LOVE Glee, haha. (Looking at that Gif, I miss jonathan groff, For realz. )

Its already February!
Want to know the only things I'm thinking about?
one)Um, I totally didn't save my Eng 101 paper D: (But at least I turned it in before I left! )
Two)Glee.

Oh, and Did I mention Glee?
Nothing to epic going on with me. Really, I'm quite boring when snow is on the ground, cause I don't leave the house!