Ranting post.

So, its monday, and my weekend was oddly good. I'm really surprised it turned around. I went to this thing on friday night that really made me feel like shat to be blunt. Do you know how long 850 hours is? Its not three, its not fun to think you've spent that LONG on something, and it really seemed like nothing. Its discouraging, and really sad don't you think? My Friday night went that way, until i got to see the pirates movie, which was super lovely.

Its hard not to feel down about not feeling appreciated, and I'm not gonna Lie, I was. But that doesn't mean I didn't do good work, despite not only me feeling like I was pretty much pointless I had a discussion that night with a girl who was wonderful all through school, nice to everyone, and even if she had a small role she was always 100%, but yet, recognition for it? Not a chance in hell. Way to pick favorites, despite the nice kind people who deserve it. I'm no saint, but I can tell you now I'm nicer to people than others who were praised.

how lame, yeah?

but I got to thinking how it really didn't matter.

It was all experience. It was all for the little things. After taking some deep breaths and not feeling so miserable it felt okay.

Lost

I tried to blog something the other day but it so didn't post, how lame is that.
Now i don't even remember what it was. :/

Anyway, Yeah. I wish I could recall it, cause it was a good one, but what ever!
I got my super expensive laptop, and now i'm super broke, ha.

The next thing on the list? A super expensive camera,
sounds pricey, yeah?

Its so funny

I think its funny how you listen to something and then it starts being played on the radio. its like, wow. Haha. Who am I talking about? Mumford & sons, then Ellie goulding. Its odd. But hey, at least I get to hear my jams :]

Some people

I'm not calling you....

Fairytale

No one is alone...Truly. No one is alone.

Its hard to believe that sometimes, but it really is true. Don't let people tell you that your all on your own, because your not. You are going to be okay, and everything will eventually work out. My only problem is that I'm a dreamer. Those dreams don't always come true just the way we planned them, do they?

You decided whats good. You decide what's right.

Backstabber

A set of loose lips

Its funny how people are.
How backstabbing they are, you know? Its terrible. It makes me sick and makes me want to never talk to another human being in my life. Its so bad when you try and confide in someone, and they just go at it and stab you in the back. Oh, & I've learned that what you ACTUALLY say gets twisted and its not actually what you SAID, but only a fragment of it to make it sound like your the bad guy. Ugh,its so nasty!

Such a Shit talker && Everyone knows it.

A little fall of rain

I wont regret

I'm blunt, deal with it.
I've gotten used to it, so why haven't you?

May 1st

Your suppose to clean today....Not going to happen. ha.